Today is driving me mad.

I am sitting here by my phone waiting for call of new job to tell me when i start, it's a new business so i totally understand that they have to sort a lot out, but i'm such a worrier and would really like to know now! I got nothing to keep my mind occupied so i cant stop stressing! My days in this job are just dragging and dragging! The shop itself is dead, hence its closing down!

Another thing is that its weigh in time tonight and im worried about that, i reallllyyyyy hope ive lost weight! I need the confidence boost tonight so bad!

And im freezing cold! i cant get warm one little bit :(

Sorry about the rant and i hope that by tonight everythings settled and i can smile again!

Anxious and Nervous!!

Im feeling all anxious and nervous tonight as i find out when i start my new job tomorrow, and also its my third weigh in at weight watchers!
I dont think ive done too bad with WW so i should of hopefully lost some more :D Read lots of insperational stories today so thats give me a good boost to keep going, so im really excited about loosing the weight i need to! Im a little worried about switching to just doing the diet online, as i wont get the boost every week from the classed, but i just wont be able to fit them in around new shifts :( Hopefully all the girls and guys on esource are gonna keep me nice and motivated!! :)
Anyway will let ya know when im all sorted about job, cant wait to start now!

New Job!

So i've got myelf another job! It come as a complete surprise beacause i didnt even apply for this job! the company found my cv on a website n asked me to go for an interview and that day i got it! Its a new business so im just awaiting calls to confirm start dates and things, but im so excited that ive got something! Its in a shoe/handbag shop so i'll be in my glory. I will miss working in the bridal boutique but i got to make the most of shoes and bags lol! I will aslo be earning more money than i am at the moment so its all looking up and i havent got to dread the future anymore!

On weight loss side of things,i think im doing pretty well this week had a couple of naughty snacks but hopefully nothing major and i'll still have lost this week! Hoping so! I was working out what my weight loss would be for my holiday if i lose only 1 pound a week and i would be 3 stone lighter if i do it! (Holidays in June next year, first abroad hols) and im sure i can lose more than 1 pound a week!

So at the moment im dead excited about everything and hoping it all goes to plan! Fingers crossed for me people! :):)

So...

Went to weight watchers Monday and have lost another 2lb so that's 8lb of for good! :) and also been doin me walks n keepin the exercise up. Had my little brother for the day today so runnin after him is enough exercise lol! Still lookin for new job, that's stressing me out, but hopefully il have one soon! Apologies for crap spelling cos I'm on me phone!

Had another cooking success!

Very proud of myself for getting into all this cooking lark, with the help of my lovely boyfriend :). Tonight we had sweet n sour chicken (WW sauce) and oven chips, was sooo yummy!! And i still had enough points left today to treat myself to a tube of smarties! I think i deserve a treat after all the hard job searching and stuff im doing!

Cooking success!

So i cooked red lentil and vegetable biriyani tonight! And it was yummy and only 5 and a half points a serving, quite proud of myself lol :). Can't wait to learn to cook more interesting stuff, also had spud u like for dinner today, light bite, was yum! And handed out a few cvs as well so keeping positive on the job front! Anyway just a quickie today cos I'm on me phone!

Happy!

Last night i got weighed and in my first week i have lost 6 pounds! Very very happy! It has give me more confidence to carry on and that i will look fab for my hols next year! I went to tesco last night to buy some nice but healthy foods, and i also got thge ingridients to cook the Red Lentil and Vegetable Biriyani (out of weight watchers your week) im lookin forward to that tomorrow! (I dont normally cook so it is also a challenge for myself!)
Im still on the job hunt, applied for loads and im gonna ask around shops too!

Doing Well!!

I'm Very proud of myself cos its been nearly a week since i started weight watchers and I'm doing well so far!! i get weighed tomorrow so fingers crossed i have lost some weight so far!
Right I'm gonna tell you about my goals for losing weight, obviously the main reason is for myself! so i can feel good about myself! Another reason is my health, I'm overweight by way too much so i need to get healthy, i am only 20! id like to think I'm going to be fit for when i have my kids! Another reason is that i am going on holiday next year to fueturventura and its my 21st the month after, so i wan be able to wear nice stuff for those events! nice dress for my 21st and a nice swimsuit for my holiday!
So yeah! lets hope it all works out cos I'm really really motivated!
No news on the job front though so i could be unemployed in the next 2 months, but lets hope i can find a new job before then!!

I'm Back!

So im back because i thought this would help with my weight loss journey as well as other stuff.
I started at weight watchers on monday, thats 4 days ago and im doing well so far!
quite proud of myself really! (Early days i know but im positive).
Had bad news today, found out i may be losing my job, so i am on the job hunt now! Fingers crossed for me please!
So yeah, il be writing as much as i can now, so i can make myself feel better by letting steam and or excitement off!